April 2013
1 post
February 2013
8 posts
January 2013
12 posts
"I don't want dancers who want to dance,I want...
deardanceteam:
-George Balanchine
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Dancer Contemplations
Sometimes I think I’m a really crap dancer.
Whenever I look at all these really highly trained dancers, and I see myself compared to them, I get really depressed.
All I wanted is to be good. I want to be so much better than what I am now. I’ve been in dance college for about four months now and I feel like I haven’t improved at all. I’m still not good enough.
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I wanna go home.
December 2012
17 posts
Since the Start of 2012 I've: →
talkingtongue:
Cross off what you’ve done:
Gotten a new piercing.
Dyed my hair.
Ended a relationship.
Started a new relationship.
Been on a long car/bus journey.
Passed an exam.
Met someone who’s now an important part of my life.
Cried on someone’s shoulder.
Had a massive fight with a boy/girl .
Received flowers.
Had a Valentine.
Written a letter using pen & paper.
Gone to...
October 2012
3 posts
“You have to love dancing to stick to it. It gives you nothing back, no...”
– Merce Cunningham (via toujoursjamais)
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August 2012
6 posts
And more.
Today was a landslide of emotions in the “college anticipation” part of my brain. My dad called me this morning and though he wasn’t mad, he wasn’t impressed with the inconsistency of my life decisions. He kept saying that I should study about a field where I can find a good job and I can hear in the tone of his voice that he thinks a performing arts career is ridiculous.
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Life Contemplations
“I honestly don’t know what I want to do with my life”
I said this earlier today. Saying that statement a week before enrolment isn’t probably the best idea but that is the honest to God truth.
Two months ago, if you ask me what I’m doing at college, I would say up front, A Levels in Film, Media, Photography and Dance.
Two weeks ago, if you ask me what I’m...
Future confusions
I miss performing. Proper performing. I miss training every week and being given a list of projects. I miss fitting costumes, making props, rehearsing for hours.
I don’t get that here. Here it’s find your own gig. Make your own choreography. No proper costumes.
I was in a stationery shop today..
Cashier person: “It’s school soon, what year are you in?”
Me:...
July 2012
8 posts
